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User:	godspell (13945)	View all of 'em
Name:	VeiL of DisdaiN
Website:	My LiveJournal
Location:	Oklahoma City, Oklahoma, United States
Birthdate:	1978-10-02
Email:	veilofdisdain @ gmail.com
AO(Hell) IM:	VeiL of DisdaiN (Add Buddy, Send Message)
Bio	((((Note: This journal is "Friend's Only.")))) Behold, it is I! "I am the VoiD within all Oblivion. I am DisdaiN beneath the VeiL of inner suffering. I have so much to show you. I have so much power to give unto you. All you have to do is...BEG!!" ~VeiL of DisdaiN~ *evil grins* I am a Christian, but I am NOT a religious person. I live according to my beliefs and my convictions, but I do not feel it necessary to kill others with it. It would be my pleasure to speak with people about my faith, but only if you wish to know about it. There is no use in me propagating a belief system by forcing it onto other people when the message will fall on deaf ears as it is! My interests are in vast multitudes of subjects. However, music is and always will be my passion! I am rooted in metal, but I am somewhat involved with the gothic subculture. I worked for KOKF 91FM (Christian radio station) here in OKC for 5 years as a DJ. I ran a metal/goth-industrial/hardcore show as a DJ. I've also been in 3 different bands as a vocalist. The most recent band was Obliteration. At one point, I left the band and they then changed the name to Death List. It was a Christian deathmetal band which is now defunct. Anyway, there are a lot of things to know about me. If you wish to know anything further, ask and you shall receive!~DisdaiN~ Love Bleeds Black By: Richard G. Puckett II (that's me!) I sit in this darkened room Holding the remains of what once was my heart. Remembering a newness of life, once protected and always cherished... It is reduced to nothing more than an absent memory. Alone in this nightmare with my only enemy - my mind, Safe haven is gone... This fight - killing you, killing me This struggle - feeling the pull from all directions. I am weak when I think of you. The moon - giving you the kiss blowing from the wind that came from my lips... Cries in silence when it sees your scars... Don't leave me... The stars - inspired to shine because of the beauty they saw in you... Fall to wretched, barren wasteland of earth when they see you cry... I am left with nothing but a memory. It brings with it the sting of inifinite suffering everytime I revisit this familiar place. The bitter winds of subtle and silent rejection, slowly and swiftly blows the soul away from me. Do you ever think of me? Do you ever even stop to think of missing me? Embrace a lie, embrace the truth. Either way, as the killer finds me, my love for you remains! Come back to me... Come before the writhing fires of my heart. Witness the misery within the soul of this machine. I greet your companionship with open arms. With a kiss, the depth of my love is revealed. In the still darkness of dead shadows I die to hold you, I live to see you I suffer to be with you, I long to feel you near. In the still darkness of dead shadows, I burn with desire to love you... Sacrifice... Take away this emptiness, Take away this pain. Bring to me the presence of your blissfulness, Let this moment forever reign. Stay with me... ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Under My Feet By: Celldweller So this is how it feels to suffer? And I had too much to say But it?s over now And I?m going down Alone, alone I?ve no guarantees I?d recognize my disease Before my time has gone It?s all I?ve found Can?t get the hell off the ground Out from under my feet Promises and wishes are nothing When it?s me that I?m speaking to Wanting something more Then I will see you through Hallelujah [x5] I don?t need to see these visions to remind me That I?m dying from the inside out Wanting you here I still keep dying almost doing without Hallelujah [x2] I can?t criticize your reasons for living When you?re the one missing them Wanting, dreaming that I may Find out where they come from Find where they come from Where they come from I dream you Now fall too Beneath you I can?t get up out from under my feet I?ve tried to But can?t get it through I need to God, it?s all I?ve found Can?t get the hell off the ground Out from under my feet So this is how it feels, you sucker And you?ve had too much to say But it?s over now You?re finally going down Alone, alone ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ "Unbearable, isn't it? The suffering of strangers, the agony of friends. There is a secret song at the center of the world, and its sound is like razors through flesh..."
Interests:	150: 80s music, agony, anguish, antichrist, anxiety, apocalypse, apologetics, argyle park, audio paradox, bauhaus, bible, big 12, big xii, billiards, black clothes, blood, bram stoker's dracula, by faith alone, c.s. lewis, candles, celldweller, celtic music, cemetaries, cenobite, cenobites, chant, chatterbox, christ, christianity, christopher walken, chronicles of narnia, circle of dust, classical music, clove cigarettes, coffee, coffee shops, concerts, cornerstone festival, cross, crosses, dark, dark shadows, darkness, david bowie, dead artist syndrome, death list, deitiphobia, depression, eighties music, embodyment, ester drang, eva o, extol, faith, fellowship, francis schaeffer, frank e. peretti, g.k. chesterton, girls, god, goth, gothic, graveyards, hardcore music, havolina rail co., hellraiser, holy bible, horror movies, incense, industrial music, israel, jerusalem, jesus, john cusack movies, johnny depp, judean radio static, kill satan, klank, klay scott, labyrinth, legend trilogy, les miserables, less than zero, lost boys, love, mary shelley's frankenstein, max lucado, mental destruction, mere christianity, metal, mortal, music, new living translation, obliteration, oklahoma, oklahoma sooners, orchestra, ou football, p.o.d., pain, phantom of the opera, philosophy, pinhead, poetry, prayer, prince, prophecy, rackets & drapes, rivet, romance, sanctum, saviour machine, scifi movies, scripture, sensuality, sisters of mercy, spiritual warfare, star of david, stargazing, stavesacre, stryper, temptation, texas sucks, the arts, the awakening, the bible, the breakfast club, the creatures, the crucified, the cure, the holy bible, the legend trilogy, the lost boys, the november commandment, the prophecy, the screwtape letters, theatre, theology, this present darkness, tool, torture, tulsa, vampires, vampyres, vast, visual audio sensory theater, wedding party, winona ryder, winter, zao. [Modify yours]
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Stalking:	18: aforevia, bittrswtsinamin, darkangel83, deadkiddemo, djparadox, glo_worm, hexonxonx, mikey786786, nickolaus, poppie, razorotika, redbrokenmirror, rubymidnightvam, sh0kr0k, shadowmistress0, tumnaloth, uselesswhore, vampyricdreams 4: addmetoo, darkbeauty, glitterwhores, gothicdolls
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